How Did I Get Here?

There are some days that I wake up and think to myself "Is this really my life?".  I don't want that to sound negative or positive, because depending on the day it could be either one, but it is a question that often wanders into my head on it's own.  I had never thought about having kids, or a family.  I had only been thinking about myself for the better part of 27 years.  But there isn't time to think about it too long or hard because the kids need to get up and get ready for school.  After getting the kids ready for school it's off to school for me.  That makes everything a lot harder for me.  I am at school all day with young kids that have nothing to worry about but how much homework they have to do before they go out and party.  I don't really miss the days of partying but the responsibility of having kids is not something I would have wanted for myself in my last year of college.